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You Can't Take My Vision! Finding Purpose through the Pain:
A Child's Journey to Change the World

Nikki Fontenot Maci Fontenot by AuthorHouse


Four Stars (out of Five)


When Nikki Fontenot learned that her daughter Maci had a serious illness, she didn’t fall to pieces. Instead, she took a cue from her outgoing preschooler and met the challenge head-on. By writing about their experiences in You Can’t Take My Vision! Nikki and Maci hope to spread this positive attitude to other families who face shocking diagnoses and exhausting medical treatments.


Maci was only four when a preschool eye exam revealed some problems with her vision. Naturally, Nikki followed up with a doctor’s appointment, expecting nothing more alarming than a prescription for glasses, but what followed was a whirlwind of appointments, tests, and consultations. Maci had an optical glioma, or tumor, behind her left eye. Vision in that eye was already compromised, and quick treatment was the only way to preserve sight in her other eye and prevent the growing tumor from causing even more damage to Maci’s developing brain. Off to Texas Children’s Hospital they went.


In the same bright, optimistic tone she used at Maci’s bedside, Nikki chronicles the family’s journey from chemotherapy to craniotomy and recovery. She concentrates on the things that made the journey bearable—caring nurses, supportive family, and an incredibly responsive hometown community—rather than the fear and pain she must have experienced as a parent. She rarely shows her own vulnerability, although it is implied in the thank-you notes she includes at the end of each chapter. When she thanks the grandparents who “took care of us as we tried to take care of our family,” she reveals a little of the helplessness she felt.


Nikki’s writing is logical, clear, and explains the medical details adequately, but she is always writing with her daughter in mind, as though she expects Maci to be reading over her shoulder. Negative thoughts do not make it onto the page. Every heartbreak is reframed as a challenge, every disappointment is an opportunity. While this attitude clearly has inspired


Maci’s post-recovery activities—raising research money through her annual MaciFest, for instance—other parents reading the Fontenot’s story might wish for more transparency about the hard times as well as celebration of the good times.


Maci’s own depiction of her journey echoes her mother’s hopeful account. Handwritten and illustrated by the young Maci herself, this book-within-a-book reflects the trust Maci placed in those helping her. All of the people in her pictures have huge smiles, and her words tell of plans and dreams for the future. Some of those dreams have already come true, as evidenced by the photographs of a grinning Maci meeting The Jonas Brothers through the Make-A-Wish Foundation program.


You Can’t Take My Vision! would make a useful addition to any children’s hospital library. It can also serve as a helpful resource for families dealing with optical glioma and other serious illnesses. Parents and children alike will be encouraged by the Fontenot’s strength.


Blue Ink Review



You Can't Take My Vision! Finding Purpose through the Pain

Nikki and Maci Fontenot

AuthorHouse, 51 pages, (paperback) $24.99, 9781477265260

(Reviewed: December 2012)


You Can’t Take My Vision!is the story of Maci Fontenot, who at age 4 was diagnosed with an optical glioma,a tumor growing through her left optic nerve that eventually took the vision of her left eye and impaired the right. The first part of the book is written by her mother, Nikki, as she tells of hearing her daughter’s diagnosis, seeing Maci through chemotherapy and surgery, and finally Maci’s healing andreadjusting to normal life. The second half of the book includes drawings by Maci and photographs of their journey,including touching pictures of her recovering from her craniotomy and meetingthe Jonas Brothers through the Make-A-Wish Foundation.


Although at first glance You Can’t Take My Vision! appears to be a children’s picture book, parents of children facinglife-threatening illnessesmight benefit the most from Nikki’s story of getting her daughter through the treatment and relying on her faith to sustain her through themore frightening moments. In that respect, the book is unusual

parents are more likely to relate to the first half, while children will undoubtedly be more interested in the pictures in the second.The book could also find a place on the bookshelfof any child to help him or her realize that differences and challenges don’t have to be impediments to realizing their potential and recognizing the uniqueness in everyone.


Although Nikki and Maci Fontenot’s book seems aimed at contrasting age groups, it’s a moving read and a reminder ofthe importance of gratitude and perseverance in the face of life’s curveballs.


Also available as an ebook

MaciFest Youtube Channel coming soon so stay tuned!